Sore Loser a.k.a The EX

This is the first time i actualli have a blog! I know its a little late bt i figure.. wat the heck! I am pissed.. and i want the whole world to know abt it! Its regarding my ex... whose name i will never mention (respecting his privacy blah blah.. bt wt can i say.. im just too nice as to embarrass a person publicly!)

Anyway... here is the deal. I was wif him for a short 1 mth. It was all rosy n nice in the beginning. He is the sweetest guy one can ever be wif. Too romantic.. or trying to hard to be one.. i must say. Despite this constant efforts to win over my heart, i just cant do it! There was no chemistry between us and i can never love him at all.It was just a mere liking.. and friendship that i hope for, nothing more. I treated him like a rebound.. which soon enough the guilt took over me. I decided to end the relationship. I told him my reasons.. I do not want to force myself being wif someone i do not love. Nor do i want to hurt him, by being with me.. someone i treat like a 2nd grade lover. My heart is still for him (my ex). I cannot see myself loving someone else. And i cannot bring myself to hurt another being, for my own short term happiness.

And there is a saying.. :Love conquers all. The imperfections others see in him, are perfect in your eyes. But, thats not the case between me and him. He is too quiet, too reserved and nt to mention the low EQ and PR skills! I have to squeeze every brain juice just to strike a conversation with him! Can you imagine the 1 mth of torture, especially in the car!!!! My goD!

And soo... being the "man" he is.. he just didnt want to let me go. Despite my endless pleas.. he would still nt budge. Rather than being the gentleman he claims he is... he left me a very nasty message (Soo kental-> Malay term for childish and utterly disgusting). But first this was how the conversation started:

Liza: Goodnight A***L
MR X: Goodnight. Can i ask you something?
Liza: Ya
MR X: "Have you ever heard of these words? Boleh belah? Those words r for you. If you dnt know the meaning of it, go ask your bro. Tell your bro i said these words to you. And last bt not least before i bid farewell to ya i have composed a poem specially dedicated for you. "Belah ayam belah itik kau belah pun cantik" Nice right?

My comment: First of all, you did not compose this poem. This prehistoric poem existed even before you were born, Mr! So stop trying to be original when you are not! Secondly, pls mind your grammar! Its dedicated to you! NOT FOR YOU! Didnt you attend the same sec school as me? Or shld i say an english speaking school? Or ist that ur having a sudden rush of "the stupid" syndrome in ur brain, that you totally forgotten to even write proper statements! Thirdly, pls STOP BEING A SORE LOSER! and accept d fact dat ur dumped by a woman. Stop trying to sound like a teenager by giving me these childish insignificant remarks.. u dnt piss me off. Instead ur lack of intelligence just embarrass me.. to think we were a couple for a mth! My god.. i must b blind...seriously!!!!!! (Bang*Just shoot myself in d head)

And a good fren of mine compose a poem for u too-> Since u wanna go old school on me.. here are some specially made for U:
"Pinggan tak retak nasi tak dingin ko tak nak aku lagi tak ingin"
"Tarik papan sorong papan.. buah betik dlm perahu.. kalau da ckp tak tau nak jln...apa ko tak tau malu!!!"

Haha... to my best buddy, thanks babe for those words! Definitely suitable for him! Luf u loads babe!