Heck

Now that my endless episodes with him are FINALLY over! Things are looking much better! I have never felt lighter, more at ease and calm in my life. And this time there is no turning back. I have vowed to myself, if it fails again this time, i will not even want to try and try again. 2008 has to be a new beginning for me -> career and personal. He is one of the changes i want to make and keep it that way. I removed all the entries i wrote about us and anything that has his pics in it few days ago. But today, i decided to publish them back. Heck! I spent hours writing and editing them. I am not going to remove them just because of HIM! It will just be a constant reminder to me..

I must admit.. there were happy moments.. and it is just a waste of time to brood and b revengeful abt it. He wil get what he deserves and that is for sure. God is fair!