"From struggle comes strength. Even pain can be a wonderful teacher"

Monday, January 28, 2008

Muay Thai Chaiya

It has been frustrating... been trying to find the dvd/vcd of Muay Thai Chaiya everywhere! But no stores are selling it. And one store in city hall said to me that this movie is banned. They are not to carry any R21 movies. I recalled the movie being m18. And excuse me mr, you have Saving Private Ryan and Saw(the who 3 series) in your store. Those shows were definitely more violent than this thai movie.

Anyone seen this being sold anywhere.. let me know! PLS!!! I simply LOVE the show!

Thanks a million!

Good vs bad teachers?


Been seeing several articles about teachers/principals who did not perform their duties as rightfully as they should be. One who requested the Normal stream students to opt for ITE rather than attempt the O levels the year after. Just so to suit the boost the school ranking. Or badly put, to ensure these less academically inclined student do not potentially bring down the results of the O levels.



WHat kind of reasoning is that? Is that the way you see your students as? Just as object to assist in your promotion or even a booster to your reputation? You discard the "less needed" students for the good ones only? As a teacher/principal, you are seen as a leader, a guide for the kids, the students. You are to be fair and assist them in any way possible. To mould their future. To be a better person, student, and citizen. Are you putting your personal interest forward at the expense of your social responsibility?



I have had such experience before back in my school days. I, unfortunately, have me several "poorly trained" teachers and they made me wonder the reasons behind them actually becoming one. Is it out of obligation or is it to fulfil their burning passion?



Back in secondary school, one particular teacher i HATE, was Mdm Goh Lily. Or Goh Lily i would call her.. omit the mdm.. or "teacher"... I really despise her due to her bad attitude towards students, me especially. She was this gloomy teacher, really bad tempered woman.. not to mention a hunchback, a midget and darn right U.G.L.Y!

As if she was born to cause misery to anyone she sees. Wonder how her hubby could tolerate her nonsense.. that WITCH (hmm. if i recalled correctly, i have seen her scolding her hubby before on her mobile, for coming 5mins late to pick her up from her school).



She was just a Maths HOD but she thought she was the displinarian of the school. She would come directly to me, in the morning to wipe of any makeup residue on my face (not that i am wearing any), to check the length of my skirt and even to see if i was doing my silent reading, silently! It was the most humiliating ordeal i had to go through.. for the whole of my 4yrs in the school. Such a bully! She would totally ignore those ah lians next to me, who wore mini skirts, 2-inch makeup and talked as loud as those fishmongers you see at the marketplace!! How biase can she get!!!



Oh... the best part, she came up to me one day, final yr in school.. to say that i would fail my Maths (as a "goodluck" wish before i sit for my O's). Hello!! I was the maths rep for the whole goddamn Sec 4 level! I was the Maths Tutor for the cohort. Scored A1s for my maths throughout sec3-sec4 prelims. What basis has she to curse me like that! Stupid!



Angered by her remarks, with god as my witness, and a couple of my girlfrens, i made a bet with her. "Orite. If i were to get an A1 for my O'level maths, you will EAT my shoe!" And the dumb witch accepted the bet. True enough, i scored and A1.. and waiting patiently outside the staff room for her. She came out. I smiled. Razinah, i remembered vividly, said out loud my score. She pretended not to hear. I took off my shoe, and threw it on her face. "Now you shall eat it!". She screamed at me, of course, for being rude. And the principal was called to handle the commotion. I explained to her.. and definitely, my ex-maths teacher received a one on one pep Talk with the principal. I was soooo glad to do what i did. She deserved it!!!



This was an example of one lady who should have reconsidered millions of times before she took up the teaching profession! She was not cut out to be one for sure!



I am not saying that teachers are bad. They are great individual. It is not easy to be a teacher, to control the class and to mould them to be a better individual. They have to wear many hats at one time... and PATIENCE is utmost pertinent for this career.



However, only passion can differentiate the good teachers from the GREAT ones. And i am equally lucky to have found some amazing ones..



A special tribute to these wonderful Mentors..

1. Miss Ho (she passed when i was in primary 6. The best teacher ever!)

2. Miss Hamimah

3. Prof Hooi den huan

4. Prof Murthy (he passed a few years back. Bless his soul)

5. Prof Ian Mcgovern

A great THANK YOU to you, teachers!

Too much too young


Out with 2007. In with the new year! Another addition to my already old old age! Sigh. I can't believe the time just flew by so fast. Turning 27 is so not what i am looking for this year.The more i think about my fading youth, the worrier i get. So many thoughts in my mind. One by one of my past classmates are getting married. To date, 6 of them this year… and counting! Just waiting for the invites to reach my doorstep.. Pressures mount.


The golden question becomes a common phase.. i just keep hearing it everywhere i go! "When are you getting married?" Arrgggggghhhh... why rush? I know when it is time for me to get hitched. I do NOT need all these constant reminder, thank you.Getting married is the least of my problem. What concerns me most is whether motherhood is the thing for me. Can i really care for my young? With so much that is happening right now, escalating peer pressure, western influences, pop idolism, etc! What will really happen to our young? Will they ever be a better individual under our guidance?

Our children are growing older younger and want to be adults when we still see them as kids. And as well as acting grown up they want to look like adults too. But is it all too much too young?

Time and time again, we heard of stories of teenage pregnancies, underage sex (the case of the 9yr old), anorexia and bulimia and many more. What is the world turning into? Are they growing too fast for us to play catch up? Found an article online about the same worrying trend in the states. A nation faced with an abundance of youngsters who've decided that childhood is over and it's time to achieve aesthetic perfection through dieting, surgery and sunbeds and experience the rites of passage of drink and sex.

Teenagers who started having sex from as young as 12 - and now say they've had so much sex they're bored with it. The “poke and run game”, a popular pastime for most teenagers in the west.

Based on a tv serial, a fourteen-year-old Caz tells the crew that she has been having sex since she was 12 because it makes her feel more confident. To date she's had eight partners but hasn't always used protection. Another spoke of her multiple sexual encounters with school boys just so to become popular among the “cool kids”. OMG!Which is more troubling? Casual sex or unprotected sex? Teenagers today think condoms are a thing of the past and prefer to use the morning-after-pill as contraception. I think parents have got to realise that they can't stop their kids, they can't tell them no drugs, no sex, no drinking. Teenagers want to explore what they want to explore. Casual dating relationships in the teen years are based upon infatuation, lust, and peer or social pressure. There is usually little to no thought about life-long commitment, as its purpose is mainly to have a good time.

And so… What are we, as adults, and future parents to be, to do to assist our young in making the RIGHT decision? How are we to guide them, when we do not hold the answers?

There is no such thing as a good parent or a bad one. It is more a matter of experience and the willingness to learn and do that matters. Life is full of mysteries and untold challenges. It is a lifelong learning that all of us have to go through and embrace it as it comes. All I can say is, to do our best and never give up on our own flesh and blood. Learn from our mistakes, from our past, and to give as much love to our young as possible.

What I strongly believe is that, with a strong family and love aplenty, all things evil could be kept under control or best, eradicated. And may we pray for a better future for ours and all the kids out there!

Just "Tabby"

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

FALLEN ANGEL

My favourite song by Chris Brown 'Fallen Angel"


Chris Brown Lyrics
Fallen Angel Lyrics

[Verse 1]
If I could, take a trip, to outer space
She would be the one, I will see
When I get, to heavens gate
She would welcome me with her arms, open wide, and a smile
Will shadow me brighter than the sun
She hasn’t had a fair chance, so I’ll give her one
Let me tell you who she is, yeah


[Chorus]
She’s a fallen angel, sent from heaven up above
She’s a fallen angel, waitin for me to love her, yeah(Know that she’s)
She’s a fallen angel, take your judgment off her
I know, that she’s a fallen angel


[Verse 2]
You know, I could
Help her mend, her broken wings
So she can fly again
But I don’t, wanna lose everything that I’ve gained
Turnin me a selfish man (oh)
Cause without em my heart just don’t go, no more (no more)
I couldn’t take the pain, from watchin her fly away
So say that you’ll stay
She’s mine
[Chorus]


[Verse 3]
Don’t you
Baby don’t you (don’t you worry) worry
I’m gon help you (I’m gon help you ) fly
(I’m gon help you fly)
Just take me under yo (take me under) wings,
And we can reach the (we can reach the) sky
(we can reach the sky)
Baby don’t you (don‘t you worry) worry,
I’m gon help you (I’m gon help you ) fly
(I’m gon help you fly)
Yo mama, don’t you (take me under) worry
you gon reach the (we can reach the) sky
(we can reach the sky)She’s a…
[Chorus]


[Verse 4]
Baby I knowI know that they done hurt you
But I’m here
Let’s take it all away
So if you let me…You know what, just put your heart in my hands
And everything they say, I take it back
Like this…[reversed last verse]


[Verse 5]
You don’t mean nothing, [reversed line]
I don’t want ya, [reversed line]
I don’t need ya, [reversed line]
Never loved ya, [reversed line]
You’re nobody, [reversed line]
And ‘ll never make it, [reversed line]
You’re a mistake (ooh), [reversed line]

.. hmm.. the music video is not out yet.Found this on You tube. An american chinese showing his moves. Not a bad dancer!

Monday, January 21, 2008

Goofing around... at Suntec city fountain

All about cats

Found these amazingly cute stray cats...

a. Near my home... white, huge and seriously adorable! Shall call it "white angel"















b. At Syed coffeeshop. The "grey tabby".. she was taking a nap after a heavy downpour













c. My own favourite..."sweetie pie"... she is soo manja!


Monday, January 7, 2008

I wish...



For...
1. A pet lion

2. A tabby (kitten)

3. A fluffy puppy (oops.. m not allowed to have a dog in the house. Shhh..)

4. A new bag (Fendi, Prada, Coach.. hehe.. pampering time)

5. New clothes (in need to shop)

6. A driving license (in progress)

7. A white mini cooper (watched Italian job just now.. i want the one driven by handsome Rob

8. A fantastic job

9. A gorgeous holiday

10. An life ever after with him

10. MILLIONS & millions of dollars

11. A Freaking GENIE to make all my wishes come true

* Baby, you must be smiling when you see this wishlist of mine. Like what u always say, "Baby, you asked for a lot of things.. which one are you referring to.." Muaks!

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Forever Baby


Have u ever liked someone sooo much, that u just couldnt tell them? have u ever had a sleepless night because u couldnt stop thinking about them? have u ever felt so lonely that u cried urself to sleep? have u ever lost someone u loved and prayed every night for them to return?

Living a life filled with regret. The pain of knowing he is never for you to keep, not now, not ever. A life i used to have. But no longer a part of me. (Thanking god) For now, I have found my soulmate, my partner for life. And never do i want a day without him in my life.


-> That is how i feel about you baby. Every minute,every second, everyday of my life.. you are never out of my mind.

I care, i love and i will stick by you through thick and thin. That i promise you.

Dinner & Dance at Chijmes

You both look good guys.. ;)

A walk of dreams!

A spectacular first visit to the Botanical Gardens. No words could describe how i felt. The place was just heavenly.. having him with me made it all worthwhile. It was PERFECT! Thank you baby.. thank you for making this possible. I love you!

Our journey began @ 930am..


Our brunch @ the foodcourt..


Visit to the Bonsai Garden.. even plants come in different shapes and sizes.. some are kinda scary.. esp those chunky monster-like roots!


National Orchid Garden... i love orchids..


VIP Orchids...


Snap snap here... snap snap there! Happy!


My first attempt at videotaking.. not bad huh?


Baby, i think we did good to our body today! We walked for more than 3hrs.. and walking is the best form of low impact exercise! YEah.. wonder if i shed some pounds.. hehe

Saturday, January 5, 2008

Inhumane HUMANS! I SUPPORT Animal rights


BEFORE YOU CONSIDER ADDING ANOTHER FUR COAT TO YOUR FUR COLLECTION, THINK AGAIN. AND THINK HARD!

TO ALL THE ANIMAL LOVERS OUT THERE, THIS VIDEO SHOWS THE SAD, CRUEL TRUTH OF HOW FUR SKINS ARE MADE. THE BEAUTIFUL FANCY FUR COATS, BAGS AND SHOES YOU SEE IN THOSE LUXURY BOUTIQUES... DESIRABLE TO THE EYES.. BUT HOW THEY ARE MADE, WAS SO HORRIBLE AND INHUMANE, YOU WILL THINK TWICE THE NEXT TIME YOU SUCCUMB TO THAT FUR ADDICTION!

DO CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW AND WITNESS FOR YOURSELF THE CRUEL REALITY OF FUR MAKING BUSINESS! NOT FOR THE FAINTED HEART!!


THESE HUMANS SHOULD BE SKINNED ALIVE, THEN THEY WILL KNOW THE PAIN AND SUFFERING ALL THESE INNOCENT ANIMALS HAD TO GO THROUGH! THEY SHOULD BE CALLED THE BEAST! AT LEAST PREDATORS HUNT ONLY WHEN THEY ARE HUNGRY. THEY DO NOT KILL JUST TO SATISFY THAT LUSTFUL NEED TO MURDER ANOTHER BEING FOR THEIR OWN PLEASURE!

UNLIKE WE HUMANS! I AM SO EMBARRASED OF MY OWN KIND! DO SPREAD THIS AROUND PEOPLE.. PUT A STOP TO THIS CRAZY ACT!!

Shocking New Fur Investigation
Eighty-five percent of the fur industry's skins come from animals living captive on fur factory farms. These farms can hold thousands of animals, and the practices used to farm them are remarkably uniform around the globe. As with other intensive-confinement animal farms, the methods used on fur factory farms are designed to maximize profits, always at the expense of the animals. Swiss Animal Protection/EAST International


Watch this link...
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=fur_farm&Player=wm

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Happy new year!


Had the most magical new year ever last night with my beloved. A surprise dinner made specially for him. After hours of preparation, grocery shopping cum cooking, the meal is set. He set the ambience while i put together the food.

Was amazed at how creative he is. He could really set the mood for that romantic candlelight dinner, no matter where we might be. The sad thing was.... both our camera phones were a disappointment. His was grainy, while mine has really bad night mode . SigH! Nokia & Samsung, you let us down bad!!
Thank god the food was not a let down. He LOVED my 4 course meal (if you count the drinks). Learnt something new about myself last night -> I can actually cook a full meal, if i WANT to. A miracle just happened! ;) OMG!

Menu for the night;




Mushroom soup and a slice of garlic bread


Seafood pasta

Fruit salad with a scoop of Ben & Jerry ice cream





Sparkling grape juice


Disclaimer: Pictures do not resemble the actual food we had.

We spent the rest of the night talking away about our resolutions and dreams. We have made our promises, set our vision. And i intend to make those come to reality. I hope you do too baby.

Am looking forward to many more New year with you! And thank you for the BEST most wonderful 2007 ever. Am the luckiest girl to have someone like you. Wishing us both the best 2008. May we be bless with sound health, fortune, and success in everything we do!

From me to you: "You are my pillar of strength baby. Without you i falter"

P.S: Remember what we said. The character flaw that we both share, and desperately need to change. To rid that shall be our priority too.

Happy birthday dad!

It is my dad's 68th birthday today. Celebrated with the whole family at Jalan Kayu. Sumptuous seafood meal, endless laughter and childsplay.

Happy birthday, dad!

May you be blessed with many more years! Good health, fortune and eternal happiness with my mum! Amin.



The meal of the day! Yummy!

Celebrity spoofypoop.. funny!

Plastic surgery anyone?! ;)

Who says animals cant get high?!

Drunk squirrel



Drunk cat



Drunk bear

Sleepy kitten!!!

Rock-bye Baby...

Very graphic!

Not recommended for those with a weak heart!

Something to make you go Awww!

Baby... i want a pet lion!!